I sit, unknown music is playing

I only take it half in

I think

I think about today

about the words that have been said

about the faces I saw

the lyrics mingle with my thoughts

I can not exactly describe what I'm feeling

an emptiness

a heaviness

a desire

the recollection of emotions 

09:40 minutes

color

Dutch spoken

sleepless nights

restlessness

parties

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I was searching for a feeling.

By going out to parties, I was trying to find back what I thought I had lost. (2017)